joy and sorrow ... ... are often very close together. Two days before Christmas, something happened which made me first drop in a deep hole. I could not and would not even talk about it, but my husband persuaded me then, because he thought it might do me good. For I am more of a person who retires or not to consider the day as fully packed with errands and other things I have no time to think.
Actually I wanted to write another post last week, with a big THANK YOU for your wonderful Christmas cards and especially Bill of Finally White and Susi susi yellow house for her enchanting package. I was so happy about it! Every day could be found beautiful cards in the mailbox and the mailman brought me a sweet package to the other. Too good!
But on Wednesday morning I had a miscarriage and was first at the end. Even now after all the days I can barely write it, because it does just too painful. Maybe my husband right that it helps me let it out, I do not know ...
Sorry if I overtake you so so. We are so happy because they always said it could be difficult for several reasons. Everything seemed to fit, we found the house and we got to baby's ... I had postponed the store opening to reduce a little stress, as there were problems in between. But they calmed down quickly after I had followed the medical advice, grant me more peace. The last few weeks were just fine, so it was a shock when it happened and I lost our baby. The last Days I just felt empty and sad and could not report simple. But I thank you very much for the beautiful cards and packages. For your love so comments, and check out here and your emails.
I wish you wholeheartedly want a nice slip into the new year!
Much love
Yvonne